Words

This is a prose poem I wrote on October 12, 2006.

Words

i just want to write and write until words spill up against the wall & out of the window and i can finally breathe by way of the suffocation that my own composed words have built up inside of my mind.

i want to travel to the sixties and feel what it was like to live in a time that nothing mattered and i could feel like i belonged to something that wasn’t based upon what things are based upon now.

i want to live all alone in a city far away from here, for only a few months, but i want to feel the freedom & the happiness of life in a place where things are unknown.

i want to live life like it’s a love song, a slow one; with soft piano & violin & beautiful vocals.

i want to lay in your bed & intertwine myself with that incredible touch that sends shivers down my spine & through my shoulders & down my legs & in my heart… no matter where we are, no matter what the circumstances.

i want to be beautiful, & that more than anything because i need the reassurance that i really miss.

i want to understand what that feeing really means. i always come so close but then it disappears.

i want to bring back the feeling i get in a moving car, when my brain is just right.

i want nothing to do with what you have to say, this is only me.

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