tracy@curls.nu

This is a compilation of love lyrics I made on March 6, 2006 when my boyfriend and I were going through a rough patch. None of these words are my own but I still think it’s groovy.

Love Through Lyrics

you gotta be the one, you gotta be the way. your name is the only word that i can say. & it’s funny how you can forget there’s a world outside yourself where the one who loves you keeps on living without you there. we’ll meet at night wet from the rain & surprise each other with how we take away the pain. please remember how i feel about you. i could never really live without you. so, come on back & see just what you mean to me; i need you. you & i have memories longer than the road that stretches out ahead. i love you & all i want you to do is just hold me, hold me, hold me, hold me; you really got a hold on me, baby. it feels worse than they said it would, you’re gone but not forever. i need you back, i need you here, to take away all of my pain & then my fear. (i’m so lost without you.) but who am i to preach a word or two when i can’t lift my own head without you? if my mental state kept you from coming around, i hope the world would shoot me down for losing you. a broken branch i’d be if you weren’t grown to me. i’d burn alive to keep you warm; are you grieving for what we’ve become? now we grieve, for tomorrow goes on without us. you’re just jealous cause we’re young and in love. i’m here for you to use, broken & bruised. do you understand? it’s only you, beautiful. or i don’t want anyone. what difference does this difference in age make? i know how it ends… so kill me, quick. i’m sinking like a stone in the sea, i’m burning like a bridge for your body. i just wanna believe in us. you are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins. if you close your eyes we will always be the way we were that night you crawled inside of me & slept in my blood the way you sleep now. it’s so distracting, always thinking of you. you have beautiful, beautiful eyes; so bright & alive & enchanting. i want to be with you all of the time, it’s hopeless but i have to try. love is real, it is not just in novels or the movies. it is fact & it is standing here right in front of you. so if you open your eyes, oh what a sweet discovery; if you’d just cast off your doubt, then your lips would answer for you. you said you’ll explore those other women, the geography of their bodies, but there is just one map you’ll need. you’re a boomerang, you’ll see; you will return to me. it isn’t so hard to get close to me; there will be no arguments, we will always agree & we’ll both take it easy. & so i thought i’d let you know that these things take forever, i especially am slow. but i realize that i need you & i wondered if i could come home. i wanna be the surgeon that cuts you open & fixes all of life’s mistakes. i’m the one you’ll hold forever. if morning never comes for either one of us, then this i pray to you; wherever. leave yourself intact, ’cause i will be coming back in a phrase to cut these lips, i love you. i’ll do anything for you, kill anyone for you. come back, please don’t leave me now. i’ll be all that you need in life ’cause I can’t live without you & i know all that you need & i can give you everything. when you’re so far, you’ll forget about me. i could never leave those beautiful eyes. i know you’re sorry & i know what you must be going through & i feel sorry for you, but please don’t leave me now. i’m gonna love you anyhow. you have the power to destroy my will to live. i’m high enough from all the waiting to ride a wave on your inhaling. ’cause i love you, no? can’t help but love you, no. we want what we’re not & we don’t want to stop ’cause it feels right. at some point, i’ll call you & tell you i miss you & you are the point of my day. & my face will get flushed & my throat will choke up when you tell me that you feel the same. so tonight i will call you & try to say, “thank you for being the sun on my face. i know the world’s almost over but you make it seem better & i hope for you, i do the same”. i still love you so, i can’t let you go. i love you- ooh baby i love you. you hurt me to my soul but darling please, don’t go. you don’t have to go. i’ll beg ’cause you’re leaving & i won’t know how it ends; i don’t wanna lose your love. you love & you love & it never dies. oh, when you love & you love &it never lies. & it seems like it’s always so hard, but if you left me; darling, i know i’ll be found. kisses are never safe when residue of old love is left. i’ll never leave you, i’ll never leave here. time slows down when you look at me, i’m infatuated with this, infatuated with you. how can you just walk away from me, when all i can do is watch you leave? ’cause we shared the laughter & the pain & even shared the tears. you’re the only one who really knew me at all; take a look at me now, there’s just an empty space. but to wait for you is all i can do, & that’s what i’ve gotta face. for the rest of my life, i’m gonna search for someone just like you. we are so in love. where are you, & where am i? we’ve been slipping slowly south, ’cause i’m not sure what’s going on; i feel the earth quaking beneath me. it feels like elephants trembling my hollow chest. when was the last time i held you all through the night? never a worry would run through my heart like a knife. i need you now, be my light, tomorrow is much too late. how does it feel to know you’re everything i need? the butterflies in my stomach, they could bring me to my knees. how does it feel to know you’re everything i want? i love the way the galaxy starts to melt when we become one. how does it feel when we get locked into a stare? if i had to choose a way to die, it’d be with you, in a goosebump infested embrace with my overanxious hands cupping your face. yes, i give you everything, yes, i give you anything; i gave you everything. you swore that nothing would ever change the way we were right then. you are amazing. let’s turn this room into a pirate’s ship & plunder each other. i am looking for an inspiration & i think i found it in your heart. it’s the kind of thing you get when you’re not looking, it’s the kind of thing you had from the start. please, don’t take your love away from me. you can’t stand to see me shaking. could you let me go? i didn’t think so. this is to a boy who got into my head, with all these pretty things he did. hey baby, you know that you keep me up in bed? it’s to a boy who got into my head, with all the fucked up things i did. hey maybe baby, you could keep me up in bed? spin around me like a dream. we played out on this movie screen & i said, “did you know i miss you? god, i miss you.”

i am not into the idea of living without you.

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